zero, 5…55? 66? 72?

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Bintang Dewantara, 2002 – 2007

  • 8 may 2002 – 15 march 2007, nearly 5,
    bintang dewantara, beloved son of my cousin
  • 14 march 2007 – 14 march 2007, zero,
    siti nurjannah, beloved daughter of Masuri (one of NRD‘s big family)
  • 03 nov 1932 – 10 march 2007,
    beloved parent of Nur Kristanto (one of NRD’s big family)
  • __ ___ 19__ – 20 march 2007,
    beloved mom of Aldrin Tobing & Christian Tobing (two of NRD’s big family)
  • __ ___ 19__ – 20 march 2007,
    husband of my Nek Ros, one of the elder in my big family

rewind few weeks back

  • __ ___ 19__ – 16 feb 2007, one of our neigbour at jalan Bangka
  • __ ___ 19 __- 23 feb 2007, mother-in-law of my mother-in-law brother (ribet, eh?)
  • __ ___ 19 __ – 2 march 2007, beloved father of a friend of my friend (ribet, eh?)

hearing three-consecutive-friday-obituary… (16, 23, 2)
zero? 5 years? or 65 years? or 72 years? we will never know

Bismillahirahmanirrahiim, Dear God, we’re down on our knees
praying and begging with whole hearted, to You and to You Only

by saying Your Name and Your Name only
Ar Rahman…the Most Compasionate, Ar Rahim…the Most Merciful

… please forgive us for all of our sins
… from our birth, up to this moment

by saying Your Name and Your Name only
Al akbar..the Allmighty, Al Khaliq…the Creator
the ruler of Heaven and Earth, Al Qawiyy..the most strong

… please give us strenght
… please give strength for the family, who got left behind
… please give strength for the family, who got left behind

by saying Your Name and Your Name only
Al Muhyee… the creator of life, Al Mumeet the giver of death

… please do not take our life in the state of impurity and sins, like this moment
… please take us from this life, only in a state of our husnul khatimah
… please re-unite us all with our parents, brothers, sisters, friends
and all of our beloved one
in the after life, in your Jannah .. in Your Heaven

by saying Your Name
to You and to You only we ask for forgiveness

Ameen…

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One response to “zero, 5…55? 66? 72?

  1. diaz

    ameen ya ALLAH…

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